Trying to figure out if I want to have kids, personal experience and stories please;)?

You know what it is a lot of work. I lost my husband, My daughter was told she had a brain tumor and there are days that I feel like I can't go on another minute. But then your child's say I love you mommy or they make you smile. And you look at them and you think I am doing a good job at turning this little person into a decent human being. All I can tell you is through all the bad stuff I been through. I would do it all again to have her. As I have said before. I am not the best mommy out there. But she thinks I am the only one good enough to be her mommy. And I wouldn't have it any other way.