What is with my obsession with drag queens? HELP?

You're 15 - and if I may be so bold, most of us were obsessed with just about everything when we were 15. More to the point, however, I will offer up that I have two female friends that are now or have been involved romantically with cross dressers. One of the cross dressers is a friend of mine. He's unusual in the sense that he doesn't attempt to actually appear as a woman. He shaves his legs, wears skirts and dresses and lingerie, but he doesn't wear wigs or makeup or pretend to have female breasts, etc. He's feminine in appearance without actually looking like a woman, if that makes sense. Maybe it is a coincidence, but I think there is a part of most young girls and women that is attracted to feminine males. It might be a longing for someone who can better empathize with being female, enjoy things that are feminine and yet fill the role of male companionship. Keep in mind, however, that a "drag queen" is by definition a homosexual and most cross dressers are not. In my view, there is nothing "abnormal" about having an attraction to feminine men or boys, and it does not preclude you from a simultaneous attraction to more masculine men/boys. As they say, variety is the spice of life.